Saturday, October 29, 2011
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Love & Responsibilty
40% of the time i spend in thinking about things is about the family life. And not because of whether i face it or not, but i think it is one of the most important issues happening mostly in the modern societies nowadays, especially in the developing countries.
Thinking about it maybe does not waste too much, in fact, I know one family very clear. This family seems to be well living from the outside look; however, if we come a little nearer, there are many things existing that nobody knows. Pretty complicated, the father of this family is working as soldier in somehow the high ranking in the governmental institution, and the mother is a forestry administration officer. They have 3 sisters and all are the girls, isn't this great? The 3 sisters are in a very very different manners.
The elder sister is not different from others girl, but what it makes her different is her unkindly face and this is making her lonely. However, she never cares about those things because she always thought to herself that she wouldn't be lonely as rite now she was living in a very warmed family as this is all she has and never want anything else besides having a wonderful time with her family. She is very strict, self-discipline, time-selfishness, unfriendly, pessimistic, and boring. These are her weakness points as it always isolate her from anyone else. Those doesn't even matter much for her cuz what makes her living in her own special way is her peaceful mind towards others. She never think of competing with others so that she can win or to be jealous with the one that is above her, she just wish to live in peace, help people, and be with her family in a very warming. PS: she is very very ambitious, isn't she?
The middle sister, she is very very different from the elder one,,,, she is very friendly and with everyone she meet, those people are very wanted to be her friend. She is also very ambitious too as she wants to be the ambassador due to her languages understanding since she can talks Japanese fluently, English, Khmer, and French. She is really amazing. She never cares too much about other worried things, she's always happy with what she doing and her whole life unlike her older sister.
About the youngest one, she is kindda not really noticeable as she's just like the other girls who like girlie dolls, making up, and cooking. She is very talented and creative in doing those things i have mentioned above. She always help her sisters esp the eldest one...hahhahah,,,the opposition to other younger sister who are helped by their elders. She is not really ambitious cuz she just want to do what she likes to do but she is very pure in her special way.
Like what i have written, this is not going to the way they have expected as Father and Mother with 3 daughters living harmony and happily. In contrast, there parents are not loving each other anymore. The father have had another woman for a couple of years that makes the wife very hurtful and irritable. The mother, she acts as both father and mother, she works as the father for the money and the mother for taking care of her 3 sisters. This is a very grateful for those 3 daughter to have the mother as her mum and they are never regretful to be her daughter. They always pray and obey gratifyingly to her mother. Contrasting to their father, he does love her daughters but not the mother, and that make the mother even more hurt. He said that because the mother doesn't fulfill the role as a mother and wife. To this reason, i think it's just an excuse of the father to the mother, instead he just want to have fun with love and ignore the whole responsibility he has for his family. The father and mother, they argue with each other most of the time as the mother always think about the past and suffer from that disastrous memory and the father always guards himself as a good father as he does everything are for their daughter only.
Unexpectedly, they are not even thinking about their daughter really want. This is even more and more hurtful to be living in this type of family. Everything is all the Pretending and fake. However, the elder sister even this problem happening as directed oppositely to what she dreams of, but she will never lose hope as she is now a medicine student purposing to achieve her goal working in the world health organization helping people who are in need to be living in a better lives, fairly, equally, and peaceful. The second one wishes as she wants to be happy all the time she living on this earth and another one just dream about her life with beauty and smile.
All in all, i don't know how to end up this real story, but just wait and see what really happen next for this family live. Is it going to be well ending or the worst one?
I hope this question will be soon resolved.
Love,
Nariroth Keo
Thinking about it maybe does not waste too much, in fact, I know one family very clear. This family seems to be well living from the outside look; however, if we come a little nearer, there are many things existing that nobody knows. Pretty complicated, the father of this family is working as soldier in somehow the high ranking in the governmental institution, and the mother is a forestry administration officer. They have 3 sisters and all are the girls, isn't this great? The 3 sisters are in a very very different manners.
The elder sister is not different from others girl, but what it makes her different is her unkindly face and this is making her lonely. However, she never cares about those things because she always thought to herself that she wouldn't be lonely as rite now she was living in a very warmed family as this is all she has and never want anything else besides having a wonderful time with her family. She is very strict, self-discipline, time-selfishness, unfriendly, pessimistic, and boring. These are her weakness points as it always isolate her from anyone else. Those doesn't even matter much for her cuz what makes her living in her own special way is her peaceful mind towards others. She never think of competing with others so that she can win or to be jealous with the one that is above her, she just wish to live in peace, help people, and be with her family in a very warming. PS: she is very very ambitious, isn't she?
The middle sister, she is very very different from the elder one,,,, she is very friendly and with everyone she meet, those people are very wanted to be her friend. She is also very ambitious too as she wants to be the ambassador due to her languages understanding since she can talks Japanese fluently, English, Khmer, and French. She is really amazing. She never cares too much about other worried things, she's always happy with what she doing and her whole life unlike her older sister.
About the youngest one, she is kindda not really noticeable as she's just like the other girls who like girlie dolls, making up, and cooking. She is very talented and creative in doing those things i have mentioned above. She always help her sisters esp the eldest one...hahhahah,,,the opposition to other younger sister who are helped by their elders. She is not really ambitious cuz she just want to do what she likes to do but she is very pure in her special way.
Like what i have written, this is not going to the way they have expected as Father and Mother with 3 daughters living harmony and happily. In contrast, there parents are not loving each other anymore. The father have had another woman for a couple of years that makes the wife very hurtful and irritable. The mother, she acts as both father and mother, she works as the father for the money and the mother for taking care of her 3 sisters. This is a very grateful for those 3 daughter to have the mother as her mum and they are never regretful to be her daughter. They always pray and obey gratifyingly to her mother. Contrasting to their father, he does love her daughters but not the mother, and that make the mother even more hurt. He said that because the mother doesn't fulfill the role as a mother and wife. To this reason, i think it's just an excuse of the father to the mother, instead he just want to have fun with love and ignore the whole responsibility he has for his family. The father and mother, they argue with each other most of the time as the mother always think about the past and suffer from that disastrous memory and the father always guards himself as a good father as he does everything are for their daughter only.
Unexpectedly, they are not even thinking about their daughter really want. This is even more and more hurtful to be living in this type of family. Everything is all the Pretending and fake. However, the elder sister even this problem happening as directed oppositely to what she dreams of, but she will never lose hope as she is now a medicine student purposing to achieve her goal working in the world health organization helping people who are in need to be living in a better lives, fairly, equally, and peaceful. The second one wishes as she wants to be happy all the time she living on this earth and another one just dream about her life with beauty and smile.
All in all, i don't know how to end up this real story, but just wait and see what really happen next for this family live. Is it going to be well ending or the worst one?
I hope this question will be soon resolved.
Love,
Nariroth Keo
Saturday, October 22, 2011
The Class Start...........
It was 17th October 2011 that i have started class. Everything seems not to be really new to me because my friends, my classmates, and i are still in the same class. The class is still the same though, the people change as they are grown to be older and older even me. 4 years already at the medicine university, everyone grows up and mature in their own way.
I discover something that not everyone have never thought of,
On the beginning of the day, the habit of the my class is to commute for the seat, the best seat, to sit comfortably and closely with both teacher and their friends. I have done that too, and i had a great seat as i wished, but what happened? i didn't really satisfied about that at all, i felt like my seat was going to be taken away one day, and that's y i restarted to change for another seat for the safe one. Now, i can not sit closely to my friend nor teacher and hard to watch the slight board,,,,lol that is what safe mean to me, no one want that place.
For the whole vacation, i didn't do much for my holiday besides studying, training at the hospital, and some group studying. And now the class starts, i have even more works to do is the addition to those i have done during the vacation which are the real official training, some kinds of internship, the 5 hours studying a school, 3 hours at another university, french class.........uncountable.
Firstly, i felt really depressed about why i chose this subject which doesn't give me much benefit instead of let me be stressful, isolated, and hopeless. Seriously, i really wanna go back to the time that i can rethink and choose the other one, however, it doesn't work anymore as i climb too high enough, so that i have to move on. As i have said before, even i don't like this subject, it doesn't mean that my feeling are always the same. When i got down to it, yeah, it is the wonderful subject i have taken for my entire life.
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| Facing to the rain, U can see the rainbow! |
I try the most hardest thing, no one dare to try,
I learn the most complicated and mysterious things that no one can expect,
And the most important thing is to learn about HUMAN LIFE since nothing is much important than this valuable life as right now I AM STUDYING AND LEARNING ABOUT IT.
That's the most wonderful chance giving to me to choose this subject. I learn not only the life scientifically but the life how it processes insight and out-sight socially. Hard-working, Passion, Optimistic, Satisfaction, Responsibility, Success, Fail,.......every tastes has happening at once that can influence and change that people in the moment they took that step.
Life doesn't always come a long way as what we wish, but the most important thing is to accept and face it, then MAKE A DIFFERENCE that let us become A BETTER ONE.
Love,
Nariroth Keo
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