Touching Blood

During a whole week of the holiday, i had supposed that i would do so much more to make fun of myself; surprisingly, plan changed. I have gone to the hospital instead of going for the holiday. For what reason? Of course, i've staged there as a medicine student. I've done so many things with the BLOOD, and i've never expected that i dare myself to do all those works. I am never afraid of blood, But what make me fear the most is the sound screamed from the patient and that make me so tremble and cannot do anything right away.

While i was in the Petit Chirurgie, a small operated room before the big one, many patients come one by one non stop and we cannot take a little seat or relax in that moment. My hands were firstly shaking and after it's gone but it just remained only the strength and little waters dropped from my head; everyone has deeply concentrated on their works. Many aspects i could see with the unconsciousness of the patient and the worry of their relatives.

Till 3o'clock in the morning, i could go back to the student room to take a rest; however, i could do any thing but to think about those people. I could not sleep for a whole night. AHhhh,,,,,,some people turned to be fine and some does not. Living in this type of place, we have to reinforce myself to be strong and courage to face the problem.

Feeling when it lost is what i remind myself during that situation.

Nariroth Keo

I think this video is meaningful enough for us to show up urself to the world without being hesitate or fear of falling down as it is inevitable.........FIGHT :DDDD

Love & Responsibilty

40% of the time i spend in thinking about things is about the family life. And not because of whether i face it or not, but i think it is one of the most important issues happening mostly in the modern societies nowadays, especially in the developing countries.

Thinking about it maybe does not waste too much, in fact, I know one family very clear. This family seems to be well living from the outside look; however, if we come a little nearer, there are many things existing that nobody knows. Pretty complicated, the father of this family is working as soldier in somehow the high ranking in the governmental institution, and the mother is a forestry administration officer. They have 3 sisters and all are the girls, isn't this great? The 3 sisters are in a very very different manners.
The elder sister is not different from others girl, but what it makes her different is her unkindly face and this is making her lonely. However, she never cares about those things because she always thought to herself that she wouldn't be lonely as rite now she was living in a very warmed family as this is all she has and never want anything else besides having a wonderful time with her family. She is very strict, self-discipline, time-selfishness, unfriendly, pessimistic, and boring. These are her weakness points as it always isolate her from anyone else. Those doesn't even matter much for her cuz what makes her living in her own special way is her peaceful mind towards others. She never think of competing with others so that she can win or to be jealous with the one that is above her, she just wish to live in peace, help people, and be with her family in a very warming. PS: she is very very ambitious, isn't she?

The middle sister, she is very very different from the elder one,,,, she is very friendly and with everyone she meet, those people are very wanted to be her friend. She is also very ambitious too as she wants to be the ambassador due to her languages understanding since she can talks Japanese fluently, English, Khmer, and French. She is really amazing. She never cares too much about other worried things, she's always happy with what she doing and her whole life unlike her older sister.

About the youngest one, she is kindda not really noticeable as she's just like the other girls who like girlie dolls, making up, and cooking. She is very talented and creative in doing those things i have mentioned above. She always help her sisters esp the eldest one...hahhahah,,,the opposition to other younger sister who are helped by their elders. She is not really ambitious cuz she just want to do what she likes to do but she is very pure in her special way.

Like what i have written, this is not going to the way they have expected as Father and Mother with 3 daughters living harmony and happily. In contrast, there parents are not loving each other anymore. The father have had another woman for a couple of years that makes the wife very hurtful and irritable. The mother, she acts as both father and mother, she works as the father for the money and the mother for taking care of her 3 sisters. This is a very grateful for those 3 daughter to have the mother as her mum and they are never regretful to be her daughter. They always pray and obey gratifyingly to her mother. Contrasting to their father, he does love her daughters but not the mother, and that make the mother even more hurt. He said that because the mother doesn't fulfill the role as a mother and wife. To this reason, i think it's just an excuse of the father to the mother, instead he just want to have fun with love and ignore the whole responsibility he has for his family. The father and mother, they argue with each other most of the time as the mother always think about the past and suffer from that disastrous memory and the father always guards himself as a good father as he does everything are for their daughter only.

Unexpectedly,  they are not even thinking about their daughter really want. This is even more and more hurtful to be living in this type of family. Everything is all the Pretending and fake. However, the elder sister even this problem happening as directed oppositely to what she dreams of, but she will never lose hope as she is now a medicine student purposing to achieve her goal working in the world health organization helping people who are in need to be living in a better lives, fairly, equally, and peaceful. The second one wishes as she wants to be happy all the time she living on this earth and another one just dream about her life with beauty and smile.

All in all, i don't know how to end up this real story, but just wait and see what really happen next for this family live. Is it going to be well ending or the worst one?

I hope this question will be soon resolved.

Love,
Nariroth Keo

The Class Start...........

It was 17th October 2011 that i have started class. Everything seems not to be really new to me because my friends, my classmates, and i are still in the same class. The class is still the same though, the people change as they are grown to be older and older even me. 4 years already at the medicine university, everyone grows up and mature in their own way.

 On the beginning of the day, the habit of the my class is to commute for the seat, the best seat, to sit comfortably and closely with both teacher and their friends. I have done that too, and i had a great seat as i wished, but what happened? i didn't really satisfied about that at all, i felt like my seat was going to be taken away one day, and that's y i restarted to change for another seat for the safe one. Now, i can not sit closely to my friend nor teacher and hard to watch the slight board,,,,lol that is what safe mean to me, no one want that place.

For the whole vacation, i didn't do much for my holiday besides studying, training at the hospital, and some group studying. And now the class starts, i have even more works to do is the addition to those i have done during the vacation which are the real official training, some kinds of internship, the 5 hours studying a school, 3 hours at another university, french class.........uncountable. 

Firstly, i felt really depressed about why i chose this subject which doesn't give me much benefit instead of let me be stressful, isolated, and hopeless. Seriously, i really wanna go back to the time that i can rethink and choose the other one, however, it doesn't work anymore as i climb too high enough, so that i have to move on. As i have said before, even i don't like this subject, it doesn't mean that my feeling are always the same. When i got down to it, yeah, it is the wonderful subject i have taken for my entire life.

Facing to the rain, U can see the rainbow!

I discover something that not everyone have never thought of, 

I try the most hardest thing, no one dare to try,

I learn the most complicated and mysterious things that no one can expect,

And the most important thing is to learn about HUMAN LIFE since nothing is much important than this valuable life as right now I AM STUDYING AND LEARNING ABOUT IT.

That's the most wonderful chance giving to me to choose this subject. I learn not only the life scientifically but the life how it processes insight and out-sight socially. Hard-working, Passion, Optimistic, Satisfaction, Responsibility, Success, Fail,.......every tastes has happening at once that can influence and change that people in the moment they took that step. 

Life doesn't always come a long way as what we wish, but the most important thing is to accept and face it, then MAKE A DIFFERENCE that let us become A BETTER ONE. 

Love,

Nariroth Keo

Orphanage Visit

First, she doesn't want to eat the meal, but after i take care of her, she dose...???

On 11 November, 2011, I've gone to the orphanage at the rural area with my group of friends. I had had alerted from one of my friends that his friends group gonna have that visit; suddenly, i was surprising< YES, I HAVE A CHANCE TO DO THAT ACTION RIGHT NOW. > Sometimes, i feel like m i crazy to think of that or maybe i want to do it just for a short of time; however, i just realized that IT IS MY REAL PASSION.

I smile, He does not.......You know what i mean?

We are happy to capture the picture!!!

I drove there by car departing from IFL reaching at the that small house named Save Children Community Development Organization (SCCDO). That's org. is not really famed because it's so small and sponsored by very few charities. It is governed by one sir called Mr. Rith and there are approximately 25 children that he's responsible. When we arrived there, we have been introduced from him about the origin and the process of develop that org.. Besides, i saw many difficulties happening to them because of the lack of the sponsors who support. In fact, that maybe caused by the insufficiency of the participation or somehow the publicity of that org. maybe not enough for outsider to know.

We are all Equal.

Regarding to the children, they are very friendly and humble. I have noticed that they are very happy when there are people visiting them. First reason might be they could have more donors, enjoy charity stuff, and food done by the visits. Second, they find it very openly from the outsider who wear beautiful cloth, high educated, and etc. By the way, for many reasons they have is up to them, but for me, the purpose i went there is to help them, share them all the sadness and happiness we both all have, especially, to show them our differences though make us special. I LOVE TO SEE THEM ALWAYS.

There is a music band who volunteer to  play for those childre

For my reflection, i think they should be the same way as us since we have different difficulties; however, the point is to give them the chances to find their dream and make their dream come true. PARTICIPATION, VALUE SHARING, AND THE OPPORTUNITIES, yeah these are very important to let them see the sun shine in their lives. There are more possibilities for us as a unity of our society to improve not only our future but also theirs. We are all living in one family, what we can do, we have to do.

Reach the Quality of lives and Dignity, YES....NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE AND IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING.......:D

Share,
NR

Let's Open the eyes on them!

Look at her skeleton.

 The world nowadays goes so much changes forward which we have never expected. While at the same time, there are things that almost change dramatically downward too and we're almost in the process in dealing with it with all the concerned of the whole world. What i found it the most concerned is the malnutrition people. It's kind of the thing that we should ignore because of the world modernization calling Globalization with people having enough food to eat healthily and time to take a look on the environment we living in. Yeah, it must be important but if we take a look at those people some kinds they almost living everywhere by not really existing appealingly to let us see. In most mains countries, we can see clearly then we can make up the solution as far as we can to help them, but what about where else that we don't know or where that place covered by the pseudo-development.

Enough rice or bread or cereal dose not say they are now well-living healthily, it's only showing that they are living for living not for lives with hopefulness..... Pretending to live yes, it's definitely difficult to make it but no alternative. As a normal human, what we're doing is to find money to be rich or to achieve the goal or to be happy, handsome, beauty mentally and physically and that's requiring the nutrition which is playing a very important role to access all that. Finally, it remains to have a nice meal in the end.....That's is the point,,,, 

Now what i can do for it is just to participate in sharing some information concerning about these issues........Let tell the world that we are worried about him.....See them, Help them, and Living with them in one world with no more this word< MALNUTRITION> alerting. One Save One, Everyone Saves Everyone, and that The whole world will save this earth.

They are regarding to the far away hopefulness.

That's how they are living.

 Love you all,
Nariroth Keo

Experienced Day!!!

Yeah, today, I went to one place that i have never gone before and will never ever go again,,,and that place is called Fever. That's right, it's a night club for people to enjoy but maybe not for the type of me. It start from the beginning leading me just to know this place, but it came out to be a strangest thing that i have never expected. OMG, 15 minutes in that place have given me many ideas to the whole context, esp, the society. The way of the youth acting and the policy determined by the government are in the opposite situation, that's unbelievable. Too many young ladies and boys come to that place then enjoy, that would be ok cuz it's all about everywhere national and international; however, the point is about the over-control and over-take of the youth toward those modernization of the Global world. It maybe awesome and beautiful to experience those actions, yeah, in my opinion, i may think differently. Happiness and Feeling cool, handsome, beauty seriously, they does not depends on that, whatever we do is to find our happiness and the problem is about to define the meaning of this word then understand how it goes to be and how it processes,,,yeah, that's not really difficult nor easy. The answer will be appearing in the end of the road...................So many ways to go,,so for myself, my family, my society,,,what i have to do is to be myself and do what is right to do in respecting my own conscience,,,,,hohooooooooo!

After the Examination

Really feel fresh and renewable. Sometimes, it's hard to think about the backward cuz it always makes me feel suffered and annoyed; however, life isn't easy to think nor saying. With a memorable times, but i still have to face it none ever stop. For laughing out loud, several times, i used to say and determine myself to give up everything; anyway, seems like impossible to me, why?????? I really have no idea too. However, time must be passed n our life that it counts, so Try and Try and Never Stop Trying.

Alright, i don't think i have any plan for this vacation, just wanna stay at home, watch DVD movies, listen to the musics, take a sleep and have Very Wonderful Relaxation Time at Home....Oopsssss, i have many works to do, OMG, training at the hospital, doing the book translation with my professor, n what else??? I see Social works are quite important for me right now. Oh yeah, easy to say but hard to do all of those activities, lol Fight <<<<
Come Onnnnnnnnn find out what's going on next:DDDDDDDD

Vision,
Nariroth